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helloz...
here to post again.

todae nothing much to talk about
lesson as per normal.
again,chao jia with zoey and cheryl during
mathes lesson.
blablabla.... lazy to talk so much
thn mother tounge pretend to listen
to the listening comprehention.
but actually at the sleep.
than after go home.
thn sleep again. thn now going out
le . going bbq....
i want to feel happy about it
but i dunnoe why i dun feel happy at all
everytime i go bbq i will feel happy de.
but now dunnoe i why i am not le.
aiya dun want to post le.
gtg le..
anyway good luck for mondaes english exam .
good luck to me..


helloz......
here to post .. nothing much
to post .. since got nothing happen also
and does not fit to talk to anyone..

Anyway i just want to post what i feeling now.
ok.. todae i am so sorry to some people that
i offended just now during mathes lesson...
i know you all play true or dare. but you all
are getting too much of it. cause when you play
do you have to say about people ma??....
at least tell me first before you write tht on the board
if you did tell me just now i still can tahan about it
i dun mean to scold you all just now... sorry about it.
i know you all will say to me .sorry got no cure de.
i know sorry no cure to you all. but what you want me
to do than sorry got cure tell me la??.

nothing to post liao .
bye.


helloz.....
here to post again...
todae quite boring dae somemore
i know is my fault . i know i should not
stare at you in class. but i am trying not
to le..so please forgive me about this matter.
i know what i say now you will still treat me
like a very hatful enemy.and i guess you may

also be not forgiving me also..please give
me time to take away this pain that i having
but i can tell you i am trying to resist
this pain.since you say i am a pervert guy
than at all mean that i am a pervert guy lor.
cause i know you have reason why you say me
like that.i am sorry.

Anyway back where i stop .
todae i got fever during class.anyway even i
am dieing also no one cares.cause i am everyones
enemy liao.anywayi here by to say that i am letting
her go liao.. i am sure this time.....cause i am sure
i letting her go . is better cause she can find a person
that love her , and a person can care more about her .
so i here by to say only i wish you good luck.. and
i forgot.... i already can guess who that guy is
who really love you. and cares about her.
That person i really trust alot to let him take care
of her. that person is Duane lee wei jie...
cherish what you have now. or you will regret sooner
or later.

gtg le bye:(


helloz
todae is quite a interesting dae.
and somemore todae got oral exam ..
lets talk about the oral ba,the oral todae
damn quite hard cause i alot of words i dunno'
how to say,than keep skipping.hahas.than somemore
i speak english to the teacher sia..
hahas.. cause i dunno how to say it in chinese.
than todae also very ...the zoey go say i copydog?
nvm la dun talk about this. later say i bully.hahas
haiz.than after oral go outside school play 21.thn
cheryl .rong hui,wei jie,sarah.jerry,samuel,zhi rui.
play. thn me and zoey just sit there see them play
but zoey talk to her frenz .so i feel like i very
extra lor...... ps i forgot about jian peng her also
play 21 with them.
aiya nothing to post liao.. gtg le..
maybe tmr thn i post again ba.
cya.

GOD BLESS Everyone.
AHMEN.


helloz.here to post again....

Todae maybe still going to rot at home liao.
cause need to study for the oral tmr ...haiz.... so fast sia the mid-yr is coming liao.. now cannnot play too much liao must study hard.
anyway gtg le ... and i wish everyone good luck for tmr oral..
bye


helloz.here to post again.....

Todae is a interesting dae.Cause me and my frenz
when out to find nice bike.Thn go 768 there.
with cheryl ,sarah ,wei jie,rong hui ,zhi rui
go mac there cause cheryl want to go there,
find her ganz. thn sarah also want go find.
so go there.thn we follow them go there
than they go in . and me and zhi rui and
rong hui go back to the bike there again.
than the bike got alot of problem so go find
other bike lor.thn me and zhi rui
found one quite nice .so wei jie called
xiiao pang and the others.thn blablabla...
dun talk so much .gtg study le.bye......


helloz.. here to post again ..

Todae nothing much happen ....
than todae wei jie siao siao de... suddenly
give everyone cold shoulder aspecially
my sia??? what i do sia ??????
I didn't even make you sia?.than i like
like i am stealing your sarah that...zzz=.=
need to give me attidue ma????.........

lame........ anyway i think about this make me
no mood also so better dun think.lalalla..
todae also nothing to do.art also quite boring.
than peek lin and cheryl agrue with each other.
cause of a small matter.luckly cheryl tahan.
hahahas.thats good!!!...hahas..
dun anyhow think hor . she is just my friend hor.
.you all get the wrong idea.... hahas.....

nothin much to say liao .. gtg revise my math
cause tmr got MATHS CT and the mid-yr exam is coming le.
so chionging to study.....
cya ..............


helloz......here to post....
...Todae very unluckly thing happen ....
todae playing basketball i injured my hand and finger.
than the finger swollen liao.
than damn pain when i move it alittle bit.
than todae also somthing happen me and cheryl
like enemy liao todae at 883 there i was
wispering to wei jie about something than she scold
me hum ji dun dare say louding??. secert what??.
wah you who only ...fren only . not what.
Do i have to say everything to you ???.no rite.
privacy rite. everyone have privacy rite.
i dun mind in scold you but.this problem
i cant tahan not to say back ba????.......
than buy bubble tea at there than blablabla.......
cheryl all giving me cold shoulder blablabla.......
dun care...................................
than going to walk near school they stop at there
talk talk sit down than i feel like i am not welcome
so i just leave lor....................................
.............since they hate me so much ??.
say what i action ... blablabla.........
people is being himself rite... wah like this cannot.
like that also cannot........... than want talk to you
all you all not happy dun reply back .
than dun talk to you all . you all say i action...
what you want me to do???.dun want talk also cannot.
talk also scold me??.think what i you all the dog ar...
want me talk than talk than dun want me to talk
than scold me .... i am a person okay a human being
not a animal for you all the scold and bully.........


fine fine .. now i dun talk to you all liao
since you all hate me to slack and talk to you all,
i'm just a pain in the neck alrite?? happy??.

i this few days trying to tahan you all liao hor..
so like that i better dun talk.later tio scold again.
not i not happy than scold de.... is you all getting
like i can bully like that .... than you think you say
ppl action . you dun hurt ppl feeling ma??.
ppl also got feeling de hor.. ppl got a heart and brain..
some words you think is okay to say . but this few words
may can hurt ppl interbody feeling you know... you cant
feel that . but i can....................
fine liao i dun talk so much .....

later ppl not happy liao....
btw ps if i scold you all ... i just hope you all will
understand why i say this ba...
NO OFFENCE........




i ask myself why jesus say only believe.he say cause
everyone and anyone CAN BELIEVE.
jesus say if you are hungry only eat,
if you are thirsy only drink and
if you are tired only sleep. and
if you want a impossible things to happen than
only only only only only believe.jesus is reaching out
his hands towards you .why dont you reach out your hands too .

AHLILOYA...........................
GOD BLESS YOU....

AHMAN.........


helloz............here to post again....
i think i two days never post liao sorry.
anyway even i never post also noone knows.
cause no want come to my blog de.. hahasz...

anyway .todae okok ba lesson as per normal.
nothing special happen ...
bla..lesson,.than recess...go play basketball
than bla bla bla....than mathes..
blablabla...................................
than mother tounge...blablabla.....than home period
go hall see Co ......bla bla.than play with ivyn pull up
than i do 10 times. than ivyn only lose to me
one time only (9)
hahaz damn luckly..wahhahahahahahahaha........
than iyvn all say about ''DA SAO''????
than i ask zhi rong he say is chin yong GF.than i say ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
than finish school than bla bla bla......
want go riding bike than go wei jie house
than heard his mum at home so i go home change shirt...
than go back again.. but half way saw wei jie mum
talking to rong hui and zhi rui than i hum ji..
walk away than i suddenly cant tahan i walk towards them.
than i reach there tio shoot by his mother .. blabla bla..............................
than can liao . wei jie can go out ...... than blablabla...........................................
go amiratly park play ........ blablabla...............
than go inside . want to try scare cheryl and sarah meii.
but only rong hui managed to scare cheryl only .. hahahaha............................
go me zhi rui and rong hui keep trying to scare them.
but no use de ....:(...........
than after that go back to the park there.
rest than play true or dare.. than blablabla...
than 5+ than go home liao ............
THE END!!!!!...


TODAE MOOD:OKOK BA ... ABIT HAPPY ABIT CRAZY AND ABIT STILL SAD....
BE ALWAYS HAPPY LEE MING ... DUN LET SMALL MATTER PUT YOU DOWN.....




I ASK MYSELF WHY JESUS SAY ONLY BELIEVE...
JESUS SAY CAUSE EVERYONE AND ANYONE CAN BELIEVE.
JESUS SAY ONLY ONLY ONLY ONLY BELIEVE.
AND HE SAY WHEN YOU ARE HUNGRY ONLY EAT.
AND IF YOU THIRSTY ONYL DRINK AND IF YOU ARE TIRED ONLY SLEEP.
AND IF YOU WANT IMPOSSIBLE THINGS TO HAPPEN THAN ONLY BELIEVE.....
JESUS IS REACHING OUT HIS HANDS TO YOU,
SO WHY DONT YOU TOO REACH OUT FOR HIS HANDS...
GOS BLESS YOU..
AHMAN.
AHLILOYA.


helloz........i'm here to post again....

Todae nothing much to post also......
cause all my frenz go out with parents..............
so cannot go out with them.....

So todae at home going to rot liao..........
btw thanks xiiao meii for trying to make me happy
this few days.. but i just want to tell
dun waste your time on this zhu ge ge ba.
cause i wont be happy and never be happy like last time.



-i ask myself why jesus say only believe,
he say only only only only believe,
cause everyone CAN believe,
jesus say when you are hungry only eat and
if you are thirsty only drink and
if you are tired only sleep.
And if you want impossible thing to happen
to you than ONLY BELIEVE....
jesus is reaching out his hand to you,
so reach your hands out to to jesus.

Todae MOOD:GETTING BETTER ,
BUT WILL NOT BE HAPPY LIKE LAST TIME.

LEE ming be always happy alrite.
Dun let small matters to make you unhappy .
Be always happy ba..


helloz........ i posting again......

Todae i maybe going to rot at home liao la.....
noone ask me out cause i just a pain in the neck.
i am nobody to everyone else.. i just feel
that i should not have exist in this world.
As people just hate me and dont even want to see me at all

So i just will be a guy that dun have frenz
that cares about my feeling and noone do
understand what i'm feeling in my heart.
they dont understand me at all!!!!!!!....................

anyway i care about is only my bestest
of the bestest fren who with me when i am up and down ...
thanks guys!!!....


-Jesus say only believe.i ask myself
why jesus say only believe.
when you are thirsty only drink.
and when you are tired only sleep....
jesus have give you his hands reaching out for you.
why dont you too??......
if you want impossible things to happen only believe.....

TODAE MOOD:GETTING LONELY.
BUT MOOD IS GETTING BETTER EACH DAY...

BE ALWAYS HAPPY lee ming.
DUN JUST LET SMALL MATTERS OR PEOPLE
WHO MAKE YOUR DAY BAD TO MAKE YOU UNHAPPY.

BTW I DUN LIKE CHERYL AT ALL !!!!!!!.....
SO DUN SAY THAT I TREAT YOU ALL GUYS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS.
I TREAT EVERYONE FAIR AND SQUARE...
NO SPECIAL TREATMENT TO HER AT ALL..
SHE JUST MY FREN NOTHING ELSE.


hiie again....

todae quite interesting cause todae morning
got something happen tht shouldnt be happen
is a secert....
wahh... sian next monday sure maybe going to dc
cause never go cca.. lalala............
todae ji bai knn who buay shong me.knn.
fuck you man..
malay sux ji bai .play prank knn..
ji bai la hum ji dun dare say when teacher
ask who put my pencil case in the rubbish bin.
noob la jo bai hum ji malays ....
anyway i alr discuss with my parents maybe
going to change school liao ....
finally!!!. i can't tahan this school malays....

anyway.. todae what happen is me and rong hui
play prank on cheryl,wei jie,sarah and zhi rui
hahas.. sorry anyway.dun mind to do tht.
than slack outside with them bla bla bla..........
till 5 go near school de playground play
than got one bunch of,malays ppl at there.
than they play true or dare.they play like crazy like tht
hahas
than walk them go causeway point than go home..........
end here ba ... and one more thing...
i will forget about you and stop being like a damn
shit person who trying to get close to you.
aiya anyway i just treat you as a friend
only nothing else i promise and swear....
AND ONE MORE KNN I TAHAN LIAO .
TRYING NOT TO AGRUE WITH HER.
AND I JUST ONLINE ONLY NOT LONG SHE SCOLD ME AGAIN AND AGAIN
PPL GOT A LINE OF PATIENCE DE HOR.
AND TRY TO GET OVER THT LINE.
TODAE MOOD:OKOK BA STILL SAD..

BE ALWAYS HAPPY MO MO REN DUN LET SMALL MATTERS
MAKE YOU UNHAPPY AND BO MOOD... CHEER UP ....


hiie again.......

todae quite not much happen....
todae study bla bla bla..............

maths i got go low marks . dun care anyway...
than english .teacher never come hahas.so gd.
than lesson bla bla bla....................
so boring....................................
than after school . go home.....
than go causeway point see got sell
table tennis things.
than dun have than go cycling with frenz blablabla..
end here ba....

TODAE MOOD:okok ba.. quite sad still and bored.


todae quite boring ...bla bla bla....

todae go school saw xiiao meii just nice than...
want to go hall than go up.
got ppl arranging the table.
we thought is exam so go back down to the canteen.
than talk talk talk.. than i go eat..than
i suddenly found out tht my wallet is on under my bag.
dunno why .. than bla bla bla lesson........

hahas english todae teacher never come.so gd luckly
than recess raining so sian.cant play.Than do nothing
than mother tounge dun test so boring also..
than math suddenly i felt tht my body very warm
than head pain..and no voice,so sit at my place draw.
than science also.draw draw .than do worksheet...
than do do do ...
than lesson over go home eat medicine,
than go back school for enrichment class.than bla bla bla..................................................
after enrichment slack at the canteen dunno for what
.than 5+ sent frenz home.
than bye bye... go basketball find fren than saw jp
than talk talk for a while.than listen MP3 go home.
gtg le bye bye

TODAE MOOD:okok ba ..so so only...
BE HAPPY MO MO REN...
TRYING TO FORGET...


hiie again here to post ...

todae quite boring day..
bla bla bla...
todae write so many notes during science than
bla bla bla...
than during math so damn boring do test.
the maths test i do finish quite slow.
dunno why.Than do finish le than have a short nap
about 20 minutes,than i dunno why i never take
my nap on the table instead i slept against the wall.
than sleep like so siong..than finish lesson liao...
than mother tounge got fight sia.
peek lin come back from the toilet
than found her bag at the back of the class
than say shouted who put there de..
no one answer than during tht time
iyvn was outside the class talking to tommy.
than iyvn go liao .. than she scolded dunno
who say your mother go die la.. than ivyn go
to the class than ask her who she scold
your mother go die.than they started shouting.
than during home period go hall see one
idian programe so damn boring also dun understand
what is they acting about.than the girls behind like crazy.
no offence psps.like understand the show like tht so funny
no pffence...
than after that go the place near mother tounge room 5
there do project .. bla bla bla...... thts all.... haix....
maybe tmr going to post cya....

TODAE MOOD:OKOK BA ??
BE EVERYDAY HAPPY MO MO REN .
hahas


hiie again...

todae quite ok ok ba... english go computer lab
do blogging and posting.than do finish than
i go fan sarah , wei jie and zhi rui .hahas...
todae also nothing quite special about
anything quite normal ...
than to do at 1pm go do that stupid philipine thing.
dunno what la....lalalalalalal.....
than finish liao than go 883 there buy bubble tea .
than go back school again than slack for a while
than go play . than bla bla bla..........
play play play.. than mr tan come than
we call him than talk talk talk talk than
my xiiao meii go home . cause her father come
to fetch her liao .. so bla bla bla than keep
talking to mr tan about zhi rong and jian peng
in bintan . than bla bla bla .......
than he go toilet we go canteen talk talk talk.
and slack than wait for our fren than go home . end...

ok gtg eat liao cya.. maybe tmr going to post byee...
todae mood :ok ok ba.


hiie again.....


todae nothing much happen todae only todae maybe going out with frenz again to play table tennis .......

lalala......
tmr school start le again........
so sian...........
homework homework ....
study study study only ...
not fun de.......
haix ..................
gtg le cya./....


TODAE MOOD:still sad .....


hiie again.....

todae still no mood
and i lost my voice .....
now i no sound to talk haix.....

now going be at home rotting liao..

nothing to post liao .... bye


TODAE MOOD:QUITE SAD AND SI BEI NO MOOD!!!


hiie again.....


todae also nothing to do.maybe going out
with frenz to play table tennis ....

finally english ytd night chiong finish liao..
todae i think i should not wait for ''her''
to online ...
nothing to do le.. want to play audition
also dun feel like playing....
haix................
nothing to post liao so cya...
maybe tmr going to post again..
see my mood...

TODAE MOOD:quite sad,SI bei no mood!!!


hiie again........................

todae going to rot at home....
todae quite got no mood le .......
haix.....................................
todae got no fren to go out ..
so going to stay at home and rot with a brokenheart...
aiya..
nothing to post le ...


TODAE MOOD:QUITE SAD..
CYA I Will post tmr ...


hiie again...............

todae got nothing special happen only todae
tio scold by teacher cause late go enrichment.
than do reflection 100 words nia also,
i anyhow write also more than 100 words hahas....
than she say want call parents . call lor .......

lame zzz...

aiya todae i feel that she giving me
cold shoulder haix.......
so sian.......
i like her but she like someone else le
and she like tht guy for 1 year le .. haix
so poor thing suffering of waiting for him so long ....
aiyo see her like that i pity her ....
tht guy dun even worth her love lor.
keep her waiting for so long...
aiyo ....
gtg le ...
waiting for her to online in msn .. bye

TODAE MOOD:OKOK....

BE HAPPY!!!!!!


wahhhh todae very boring ......

todae got enrichment class but i never go
cause late than the guaii lan teacher
scold fk lor knn.i pay euu money to teach
not to scold stupid.anyway who want to teach me.
teach stupid boring thing who want listen....
what get out of the class than we go out the class
than also scold us fk la.think what we your dog
ar... give ji bai face...
next weekk dun go enrichment class liao .......
if dc than dc lor ....... who cares....
than after tht slack for a while than sent cheryl
and wei jie and zhi rui home than go home....
now waiting for cheryl to online msn...
cya
BE HAPPY!!!!


hiie again......

wahh..... today damn tired lor....
btw today nothing to post also nothing
special today only she still giving me a
cold shoulder everyday,haix......
today also so sian...being someone bodyguard.so tiring.
hahas
joking..gtg anyway.damn tired so going
to have a short nap waiting for frenz to online..
byee......



BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!


hiie again....

today not much to post anyway .. too bored....

HAixxxx.....

todae quite still got mood...

anyway finally that cheryl finally got mood le......
so tired to make her happy...
hahas
joking joking not tired la...
just happy to make ppl happy instead of angry and sad...
BE HAPPY!!!


hiie world ...
is me again.. my ownself ..
i am back .....
sorry this few days i very no mood .
so ytd night i was thinking why
should i be sad this few days.
as it have already hurt alot of ppl
when i am sad aspecially my meii and my friends
cheryl,zhi rui,rong hui,wei jie thanks
for cheering me up when i am sad.
anyway thank you for this few days.
euu try to make me happy. thanks alot...
i dunno what to do to repay you back for what you have done...

So todae i decided tht i will not be sad le.
i will be happy everyday.....
so i am now my own trueself what i am last time .....
i am also now different . i gonna change my
super bad attiude and temper....
so please bear with me awhile cause
it will be gone very soon...
So everyone try to be yourself instead
of being someone that euu are not ..
BE happy !!!!!!

cya..


hiie again...
todae is again a hurtting day......
todae i got a hurtting answer by someone .............

Haizzzz..............
now my heart is damn hurt...

gtg le ... i want to be alone ..........


hiie again.......'
todae i still got no mood ..
cuz of something tht is quite important for me.
i have spoilt the chance of it too.
haix.....
btw i want to say something to someone ...
yes i do admit that i still like euu.
but even i tell euu i still do
what will i qet i still will qet a damn breaking answer
now i know that euu will not stead le till 18.
and euu have already swear to god about this matter.
fine it is okay with me ...
i will wait for euu no matter what .......
i will wait for euu no matter
what till that day comes...

Now hope is on that day.THIS IS day 1.............
i will be waiting.......wait for me...


hi again .

btw today i have nothing.just some trick that
my friends play at me on april fools day..
so bore and lame ...

anyway .. i am here to say that
i just hope that duane my bro
will patch back with his true love ......

and cheer up too. hope euu see this post ......

Day by day i try to forget the memories we have ......
i am trying my best i can ...................
why should love be so unfair to me . and fair to others..............................................
cya......


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