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30/06
morninq go sku...
end sku at 2.
slack in sku till 3.15
head back home.... bathe, on com
and play black shot with ronq hui and wei jie..
till like 5.15 head down to the court to play and train for my match on \mondae...
5 dae away only.
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=>>haix, i hope you are there on mondae..
at least make me to have the mood to play on my best durinq the match
just this once?.Can?.
I Think that would be immpossible ba?.
todae i saw youuu. and i think you did see me ba?.
but i didn't get a wave back or look back at all.
i only can just secertly look at youu at one side.
like a coward.
i such a failure!
after sku i did see you again.
directly in front of me was youuu few tables away from me in the canteen.
i was like tryinq to have a good look at how you were.
after from that dae.
i became a different person.
and my life is like different like last time..
i mostly everydae would have mood..
even someone make me or wad...
and last time when i msg youu, you wun be like now soo cold...
and even i never msg youu.. you will msg me.
but now. i guess it wun happen alr..
haix..
am i really fadinq slowly away from your heart and life?.
am i just gonna just like this fade away from your memories?
am i that hateful or some other reason?.That we can't even wave or sae hi or chat with each other?
=> Some people ask me let youu go. and find new one.
but i still isist to nort let youu go..
even i can..
it wun be sooo fast.
But the problem is, i still can feel like i can't seems to let you go just yet.
my heart still can't let go.
there's that little hope still inside my heart for youu.
But now i think the only cure to cover that hole that is created 1 week ago
is time ba?.
maybe time pass slowly i am goinq to fade away from your life alr..
i will be a memory and nothinq else..
Would i able to carry on clinginq to that little hope i have?
and contiune to suffer the pain to the end?
haix..
i really dunnoe wad to do!!!!
1week and 1 dae
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29/06
morninq go school.
ate breakfast and walk back to class listen music..
played &chit chat... had fun..
about 8 like tht go down to the canteen to buy drinks
afterthat walk to the basketball court to see ppl play..
nort lonq jiu dizzle...-.-
about 8.45 walk back to class with dylon.
about 9 reach class... chit chat abit till teacher come..
after takinq attendents. is science..
slept for awhile...
cause abit sick ):
den do work...
after science was pe..
do some weird thinqs......
till 10.40 head back to class for maths...
learn new chapter...
blur blur de me><
nvm~~~.. maths over le jiu head for recess..
head down to the canteen brought drinks and walk to the basketball court with
jenghonq...
play full court match.
till veri sweaty.
recess over ask hao minq pei me go toilet change back to uniform.
den walk to the computer lab for EBS.
after the last period head back home..
watch korean show.
all the korean bands and sinqers..
whooo...
about 3 watch finish play black shot..
owned ppl like hell!!!! whoooo..
my best score.. 34/14
about 4 head down to the basketball court find friend play basketball.
and train my tricks and shootinq for my next rematch which is on next mondae.
only got 5 daes to train!!!!!
JIAYOUUSSS 幻雷 ,
SOAR TO THE SKY!!!
todae i tried out my new tricks..
whooo... it works.
hope it works on the opposite team.
haix..
but on the dae i really hope ebony you are there):
but i guess it wun happen.
haix, i can stop dae dreaminq le):
it would be immpossible.
okie.
gtg le.. need do maths homework.
byez~

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28/06
woke up at 6.05am
bathe, prepare and head out to sku..
reached. chit chat with frenz.
go locker take book and assembly..
blah blah blah...
lesson lesson lesson till 2pm..
sian like hell..
after sku head home..
listen music and lyinq on the bed..
till like 4 plus head to the basketball court to play..
till 7.30
now currently doinq nothinq..
gtg le... tml got sku...
sooooo
byez~

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25/06
early mornqinq playe maple few mins..
den head to play black shot..
till about afternoon.ask weijie to join me play
L0L... HE GOT OWNED BABY ~~~
haha! But he also lucky the bomb . bomb me
damn!!!
after tht he left.
den i create new acc to go owned higher ranks..
whooo.. damn shiock~~~
till about 2 like..
stoped playinq choinq maths hmwk..
and watch tv..
bored like hell..
4plus head down to amiratly there to buy drinks..
aftertht walked slowly back to the court..
and wait for my frenz to come..
about 5 like tht they came..
sooo played ABC , bullet..
den the rest of my frenz came..
played match..
kept playinq to just now only..
after tht the last match...
head back home..
bathe, eat dinner..
and now currently facebook-inq and listeninq to music..
damn bored ):
holidae goinq to over le..
SO FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#@$!@#$^%^#%@q$wt%$^%*&*)(&^%$#@!
2 MORE DAES ONLY..
I DW GO BACK TO SKU..
SO SIAN DE..
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=> Todae suddenly i felt so weird..
i didn't got a flashback about the past when you are my life and my everythinq.
is this really the end of everythinq?.
is been like a week without youu..
=>am i livinq without youu?.
i just hope you will forget about me ba.
cause i nort worth for youu to think..
i am sorri.
memories can be a happy one.
just depends on the person who is thinkinq about it..
good memories are meant to be cherish nort burn.
but my good memories are meant to be burn.
cause the memories doesn't gib me happniess but only hurt and saddness..
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24/06
early morninq played maple for a while den head for black shot ^^
kept headshottinq ppl.. shiock !!!!
after tht maintenance till 10.30.. for tht time to come..
went to watch tv..
till 10.40 went to chionq black shot.. till like 12 like tht..jiu
bathe and head to the barber shop to cut hair..
after tht head home to wash hair den prepare thinqs for basketball traininq ..
walked to school outside to meet hao minq..
den walk together to KFC to meet the others..
met zhenq honq, justin , and one more.. forgot the name..
den walked together to the basketball court.. meet johnson.
L0L.. he at the pose gib us see.
L0L..
hmmm nort loonq warm up , den play play... do tricks.. play around...
nort lonq the gurls came..
gurls for justin and johnson only..
haha..
kept disiao them and justin ..
den play iron man..
won for x5 time each person..
somemore got 4 ppl..
about 4 like tht zhenq honq and one guy head home..
left me , johnson,justin, hao minq.
den played match...
after tht hao minq , me and justin tryinq to try out new tricks for the
next rematch...
soon till about 5 like tht head to the ma ma shop to buy drinks...
den nort lonq after tht .. under the a block ..
we change cloths and shoes..
and slowly walked home..
hao minq first..
den i head to the next court to meet my frenz...
play play..
den see ppl play full court..
den after tht our turn to play..
got owned veri badly cause the oppsite side was all adult..
and basketball team..
after tht we just play play match..
till about 7.30
den chit chat abit..
den play again. till 8 like tht den head back home..
now currently listeninq to music..
soo...
nothinq le...

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=> This few daes without make me feel empty inside..
i really dunno should i be lettinq go alr..
since you got no feelinq towards me..
maybe you like someone else alr?.
i dunno.. but if yes mostly confirm is better den me..
i hope so..i wish tht guy would be good to you.
i really do..
all the past suddenly just flash out ytd night...
maybe tht is the last memories tht is left from youu to me ba.
But now i dk who can just take away the pain from me inside my heart.
it's just hurtinq me from tht dae.
I was hopinq tht one dae youu will come to me..
but now i think you wun le..
tht is will be impossible in real..
but possible in my dreams.
i dunno how lonq am i gonna carry on like this.
i wish my dog is with me now ):
but now his alr gone..
johnnny!!!!!):
haix.
i dun wan sae anymore.
i really hope youu will take care of yourself..
ima sorri tht i distrub youu in the past.
hope you would be happy everydae.
byez
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22/06
early morninq woke up at 10am..
played maple for few mins about 5-10mins.
den head to play black shot till about 12pm..
ate lunch and head to cwp to find new headset...
went to many shops but didn't see tht i wanted...
den head to stereo shop..
brought new headset which cost $57..
broke liao le....
audio technica siah!!!..
damn good to use (: ,
hmmm after buyinq head straight home..
try it out and use lappy..
and watch tv..
at 3.45 slept for awhile till 5pm
walk down to the court..
listen while walkinq.. reach court..
saw 2 chio bu..
L0L!.. confirm younger den me..
one looks okie..
another one didn't see clearly..
nort lonq they jiu walk off.
den we guys played match..
blah blah blah...
den ask small boy boy buy for me drinks..
den contiune playinq match..
about 7 head to mama shop to buy food..
ate finish. played match again..
till about 7.30. after the match head home for dinner..
bathe and ate dinner..
okie now currently doinq northinq..
cause too bored):
okie..
nothinq else le... currently listeninq to sonqs
sooo byez..
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-> is goinq to be 1week tht i had heard wad youu said to me..
till now i am is still thinkinq..
is this really the end for me to stop woo-inq youu?.
some ppl say i am stupid..
some say continue to wait for youu as they dun believe tht youu forever gonna reject
me ..
thanks for the ppl who tried to cheer me up ..
i really am touch.
but this pain is too painful alr..
i dunno how lonq i will hold on to this thinq..
i feel tht i still wait for youu..
but i also feel like gibinq up since is hurtinq me so much..
i really dunno wad to do right now.. can you tell me?.
seriously... i am confused right now..
my mood this few daes is been bad..
asspecially durinq my birthdae ..
i didn't even smile or felt happy..
i was only feelinq , sad , hurt, unhappy, moodless..
i really dunno i am stupid or wad..
i hope you can tell me if you are readinq my bloq..
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21/06
early morninq watch tv..
from the start i got no mood alr...
till now...
watch tv , use lappy....
till 1plus head to amiratly brought lunch..
head back home and eat and back to tv...
till 5 like tht fall asleep. till 6pm..
den 6.50 go cwp with mother-.-
eat dinner..
sister brought me memory card as my present .
-.-
after tht bus-ed home..
now usinq lappy.
okie nothinq else .
BYEZ.
-.-

20/06
early morninq about 5.40 woke up rush bathe and took taxi to cwp to meet zhi rui and co..
but in the end i came 5 mins earlier..
after tht about 6.15 ronq hui and wei jie came.
den we took bus to xiaominq house..
den after tht buy breakfast for him and zitinq. den we also eat breakfast..
den chit chat till about 9plus.
den take bus to the other shi guan the place to help out.
after tht we went to change to your cloths.
and help them...
blah blah blah..
help help help.. run run run..
till about 9plus den finish.
head back to the place and change back. after tht took their lorry to xiaominq house.
took money and head back home..
whooo tirinq dae..
headache like fxck~~~..
L0L.. durinq the help out damn fun and funny.
^^
abit pain on my hips as ytd took 2 peacock.
damn heavy...
from the last stop to back tot the main stop..
at least got 2km away..
whoo..
haha somemore got chio bu siol..
but confirm older den me 2-3 years old ):
hmmm okie nothinq else le..
gtg and sleep.

19/06
early morninq play maple..
finally lvl 65..
hmmmm after tht play black shot till 4 like tht .
head down ..
brought food and drinks. and wait for my frenz..
den after tht play till like 7.30
head home..
bathe, eat, play maple for awhile..
den play black shot till quite late,
den sleep..

18/06
early morninq mapled...
den till 1 plus..
bathed and play till 4.30.
den head down to the court..
brought potato chips and soft drinks.
eat finish..
head to amiratly mrt there to buy MAC again..
from tht dae i hear tht words..
i been eatinq mac non-stop..
i just suddenly from once per month eat junk food.
become everydae junk food..
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?..
is it because i cannort let you go???..
haix..
after eatinq played match..
den match by match by match..
kept playinq..
my heart felt tired..
but my body dun feel tired ..
haix...
after tht played game..
Till like 8 like tht..
den head home.
bathe, ate dinner..
den back to maplinq..
till 12am.
slepp till 4 like tht wake up and play maple till 6 sleep for awhile den
7.30 back to playinq again..
whooo!!!..

17/06
early morninq play maple...
till afternoon 2plus...
den chit chat with fren..
den at maple used 30mil for one maple karstan!
damn~.
used lappy afterwards..
listen song and think about somethinq..
somethinq happened todae..
suddenly after i heard wad the answer..
suddenly i felt low..
this time seriously is painful..
drop a few man tear's
afterwards about 4plus like went down walk walk..
den head to the court..
and found out tht i dun have the mood and mind to even shoot..
alot of ball tht is possible for everyone to shoot in. i suddenly
just prooffff.... and miss it.
haix.. what's happeninq to me?. a small matter make me become like this..
maybe this time wun have a next time alr..
this may have to be the last time for me .
about 8 went home..
brought mac again..
now currently listeninq to sonqs again..
okie..
nothinq le..
so bye

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haix.. i dunno should i be gibinq up on youu?.
you did meant too much for me..
losinq youu was like losinq half of my heart just by hearinq those words.
maybe this is the time tht i will the last time for me..
but i know one thinq, Somewhere in my heart there will still have youu
no matter wad...
sooo i still be waitinq ..
even it takes me 1,2,3,4,5 or even 6 years to wait for youu...
but i hope tht you will take good care of yourself...

16/06
early morninq
played com till 4pm.. non stop..
dun feel like eatinq lunch and breakfast..
hmm after tht bathe and head down to the basketball court..
den slack slack ..
den go amiratly mac buy late lunch...
den head back court and eat..
eat finish play match..
half way...
got ppl call me find them...
den find le.. didn't talk much..
suddenly my mood went low..
sooo nort lonq nort the person go away le.. den i slowly walk home.
skip dinner..
cause dun feel like eatinq too..
den go use desktop for a while..
check somethinq.
afterward which is now i am usinq my lappy..
listeninq to sonqs...
hmm dun feel like talkinq too much..
so byez.

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15/06
early morninq.. replied msgs...
den play com...
den search for shuffle and jumpstyle techno..
hmmm gonna be back for jumpstyle.
hope didn't lost skills ^^
tryinq to make new tricks..
Damn hard ):
okie.. after tht chat with Ebony [LUVS]
hmmm chit chat while playinq 9ball pool at miniclip..
till about 4 like tht watch tv..till 5
head to the court..
play till like 8 den head home..
ate dinner , bathe.
den help mummy with thinqs.
nort lonq jiu back to youtube.
see can find any new tricks for jumpstyle!!!
DAMN !!. I WAN THE JUMPSTYLE SHIRT!!!! WHICH GOT LOGO ON IT!
hmm hope to find it in singapore..
okie.
nothinq else le..
holidae left about 1week..):
hmmm tryinq to cherish this moments..
haha!
okie .
nothinq le this time.
so bye ^^

14/06
early morninq woke up and train maple..
lvl 61 alr. whooo...
hmmm after tht brought etc for my lvl 60 shoe..
DAMN NEED MOONROCK AND DRAGON SKIN..
So hard to find..
hmm after tht use lappy watch total of 5 movie.L0L!!!
too bored alr...
aftter tht head to basketball court to play ..
den after tht home..
dinner..
watch movie again..
oie.
nothinq else le.
need do thinqs..
sooo
byez.
and one more thinq..
I MISS YA PIGGY ^^

13/06
hmmm early morninq played maple...
sold items.. den train... 50%+ le..
sian sian hoildae goinq to end soon le..
goinq back to the borinq old sku again..
but all tht negative thinq there's sure got positive thinqs..
can finally see and talk to my sweet piqqy (^(oo)^)...
hmmm miss her so much D:..
hmmm in the morninq about 10 plus wei lun (sis's bf ) came...
chit chat till daddy and mummy come back home..
den head to the warehouse do thinqs...
hmm den watch ip man 2 at my sister's lappy den after tht is new moon.
but only watch about 10 mins plus only need go home bathe..
den about 6 head to SAKURA!!!!!..
hmmmm cost about 100+ for the total or 5 person.L0L!.
okie den went in and started scanninq around see gt wad...
hmmm den started eattinq..
eat eat eat..
about 6 plus. daddy told me and sister and her bf. about the table beside
us.. was takinq tissue paper to cover the food etc. jelly, cakes,fruits..
L0L!!!!!... see them smuggle damn funny.. almost spit out the food we eatinq..
hmmm about 8 like tht go off and send wei lun home...den head back home...
hmmmm currently doinq nothinq....
but only listeninq to sonqs ^^
okie.
nothinq else le..
8 MORE DAES !!!!!
OKIE BYEZ ^^

12/06
hmmm early morninq woke up play maple ...
todae choinq 2 lvl in 2 hours L0L!.. now finally lvl 60 ^^
after lvlinq to lvl 60.. went to hunt for my helm and scrolls..
damn hard to drop siah.. hunted till about 6 like tht but didnt drop a single scroll .
hmmm while huntinq i also msned with Ebony[LUVS]...
nort lonq she go play L4D2...
den i go play black shot... sian sian..
todae keep dieinq ...
so play about 10mins only....
hmmmm about 5 head to the court . but all my frenz didnt come.. ohhh dw come..
some even outside.. some call also no answer de...
hmmm after tht jiu head back home....
hmmm justed ate finish dinner..
tml goinq out ^^
haha!!!!!...
daddy goinq overseas again..
hais.. sku hoildae have only about 2-3 weeks more jiu sku reopen..
sian.....
but also good . like this can see Piqqy again le ^v^, miss her so much ):
okie.. I MISS YOUUU !!!!!!!!<3
okie nothinq else le....
hmmm sooo
byez...
post next time....

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11/06
hiie..
back from shoppinq with my sister and her boyfren...
went out early in the morninq...
before tht. woke up at 7 plus , played maple & Black shoted.
took bus to bugis with sister , den half way korh korh come..
den shoppinq all the way....
about 4 like tht go lan shop play L4D2, audition, black shot ^^
L0L! played for 3 hour ... after tht head for dinner.. den walked to candy empire!!!!!
brought my favourite sweet ^^.....
okie after tht walk walk den head back home ^^

07/06
hiiie..
sorri for suddenly stop postinq bloq..
i went for my npcc camp..
4-6june..
okie quite tirinq.... runninq here and there...
got scolded etc.
but also had fun...
chit chattinq , playinq..
but for the night after all the program.
wanted to msg Ebony[LUVS] but she must be sleepinq le.
cause is like alr 1-2plus when i am free..
we all slept like for only 2-3hours only..
damn tired the next dae..
some of us , need wake up early just to prepare breakfast for the
sec1& 2s.
okie....
after the camp happened somethinq..
dun feel like sayinq..
okie durinq the camp miss her so MUCH!):
hmmmm....
okie nothinq else le...
so byez...

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