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18/07
bored~~~~..
nothinq to do ..
just now alots of thinq happen..
almost faint. cause of out of breathe..
blah blah blah~~~...
okie nothinq alr....


I am Willing to wait for you

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14/07
morninq reply msg....
bathe, head to school to have breakfast at first..
next was assembly..read newspaper chit chat abit.
afterwards was 4 period of CWS..
keep talkinq to rong hui..
cause the lesson to borinq.
after the lesson went to canteen to buy somethinq to eat
and find a spot to eat and chit chat with wei jie and rong hui..
end of recess was EP...
played com... watch anime... listen to music..
at 12.45 wad CPA..
still planninq for our website..
damn borinq and hot..
after school chit chat and slack abit with frenz..
den ate lunch with zhi rui..
after that went straight home and started havinq stomachache..
den bathe and play com..
till 5. go court play for awhile den went home..
and now currently listeninq to music..
and doinq hmwk..
soooo anythinq msg me..
83101206.
okie byea






11/07
I am back from NPCC STC Camp.
******************1st Dae************************************************************
lots of thinqs happen durinq my stay over there.
first dae after school rush home prepare my haversack and rush to school.
around 3 took bus to changi village to get a boat to pula ubin.
took a 30min walk/run up the hill to the site.
Than started forminq to our groups nort lonq.
blah blah blah... sing alonq, ice breaker games with tinq ting mdm..
blah blah blah..
den had dinner nort lonq..
den admin..
But in the end it rains...
den had some sort of ice breaker games.
Den around 9 plus had mass debrief.
afterwards was wash up... chit chat with unit members..
and mdm for a while den sleep around 10.30...
damn cold...Had alot of mosquito bites...
***********************************2nd dae*******************************************
wash up ... den pack my small bag...
den admin , den tent pitching and had high rope challenge...
i didn't get up cause was helpinq the others pulling the ladder rope.
blah blah blah... had lunch...
chit chat while eating..
den fall in...
nort long was jetti jumping...
whoooo.. damn fun..
jumped for 4 times...
this are the pictures of some of my jumpes.
den change cloths..
fall in again..
but it started to rain again..
soo we prepare for our camp fire pre...
den nort lonq admin...
sing along... dinner...
den sing along.. den campfire..
we scream and sing till now i have no voice....
afterwards got some sort of bebrief..
from mdm and sirs...
den wash up go the tent and sleep..
but in the end alot of guys we didnt get to sleep.
as there was lots of red ants, mosquito, sandfly ..
den kept goinq to the toilet as is much better...
nort lonq around one of the sirs caught us hidinq in the toilets resting...
den back to sleep...
**********************************3rd dae , last dae ********************************
early morninq woke up around 6 plus got scolded my mdms and sirs..
den had PT afterwards.
after PT was breakfast....
den took rags and water bottle..
den unpitch tents..
afterwards was clean up...
cleaned the canteen , fall in place den help out cleaninq the tents items..
blah blah blah..
nort lonq took our thinqs.. fall in ...
and afterwards.. debrief and fall out.
and said goodbyes.. den had a 30mins walk/run back to the jetti place..
and took the boad back to singapore..
waited for the others and take bus back to school..
slept durinq the trip back to school..
and afterwards had KFC with the others...
den after eatinq ..
i walk back home...
bath, unpack bag and sleep...



07/07
early morninq head to school.
ate breakfast.
start assembly....
haix..
CWS did service learning thinq..
blah blah blah.. recess..
chit chat with weijie and rong hui..
EP listen to music.....
CPA learn website planning all that.
after school head to 888 plaza ate with eugene and zhi rui..
den walk back to school meet rong hui and wei jie.
den walked to my house..
play com.. chit chat..
watch video...
around 5 plus went to cwp with eugene, zhirui and wei jie
brought bubble tea..
den take bus back home..
play Black Shot...
till 9..
just finish eattinq dinner..
now currently doinq northinq ..
only listeninq to music..
okie..
nothinq else alr..
soo byez~


06/07
morninq about 7 walk to school , ate breakfast
go class chit chat.
till 9.
lesson starts blah blah blah..
end at 2..
zhirui , wei jie, rong hui went to waterfront...
walk walk , play and chit chat..
till about 4plus go kopitiam eat& drink
den cycle back home..
play black shot for a while den go buy thinq eat and drink with sister and her
boyfren.
den went home play black shot again..
now currently doinq nothinq..
cause my life seems to be more borinq without her..
but there's no choice anymore..
okie.. gtg le.....
*********************************Extra***********************************************
=>> Todae i felt abit more easy and relax.
maybe cause i decided to gib up ??.
or for some other reason...
I really dunnoe.
nvm this nort important.
i am happy that you can go to the cosplay in the end.
i glad.
I really hope will find someone who willinq to love youu more den i do..
Maybe is best for you to just forget me ba..
But tell you one thinq..
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER..
Anythinq i will be there for you.
If you need a shoulder to cry on, i willinq to do it.
I hope you are happy everydae w/o me now.
1week 5daes.


05/07
morninq played black shot..
but in the end does nort have the mood to play...
so watch tv instead till 1pm.
meet hao minq..
chit chat for awhile walk to 888 KFC to eat lunch..
chit chat while waitinq for sean and justin to join us..
nort lonq go carpark pratice trick..
blah blah blah...
nort lonq go 888 again meet the others.
brought water , den me , haominq, justin..
went to cycle around..
den at near 768 there the block slack.
suddenly got 2 gurls average look..
came forward and ask we wan go play catchinq..
sooo we played..
play play play till time up and cycled back..
prepare shoes all that.
den ask sean.
his sister cominq anort..
he sae ya.
i was like excited to meet youuu.
but in the end of the match i look around but in the end
it only made me even moodless..
And i told sean , What's nort mine , will Never be mine....
haix.. nort lonq jiu head back home..
now currently doinq hmwk..
soo byez.
And sad news is my team lost.
CAUSE OF ME ):


04/07
early morninq watch tv, bathe and went out with family..
went to buy fish and plants..
and head to warehouse....
blah blah blah till like 7..
went to eat and head back home...
FINALLY!.. THE DAE HAS COME. TML IS THE DAE I BEEN WAITING AND TRAINING FOR.
Hope tml i will do fine..
and One thinq i really really wish it will come true.
that will be you who would be cominq to watch my match...
haix...i actually really wan you to come..
but i ask you brother nort to ask youu come, cause i dunno how am i gonna
face you when i see you face to face..
that feelinq is like suddenly i pop in to your life again..
i finally almost can let you go.And suddenly you came..
i dunnoe wad will i do next...
haix):
Ima so confused...
HOW HOW HOW?????...
tml is my match alr..
Wish me good luck for tml den...


3/07a
about 8 woke up , bathe and prepare for basketball traininq thinqs.
afterwards head to 888 plaza buy milo den went to find jeng honq
and started praticinq till like 9 plus sean came..
practice half way.. started raininq...
blah blah blah take shelter, chit chat...
den about 11 plus took bus to 888 to eat KFC...
afterwards walk to 883 to play lan...
till 3 plus head back home change and head to the court again..
but about 5 like that started raininq again..
but nvr stop playinq...
me and my friends contiune playinq..
blah blah blah..
about 7 go shelter chit chat...
den 8 head home..
eat dinner..
oplay black shot..
and now currently doinq nothinq.
okie gtg le..
byez




02/07
morninq go school, eat breakfast with zhirui and duane.
den 7.15 assembly...
den was Cpa lesson.blah blah blah planninq to do website.
den after CPA was science....
den english....
afterwards was recess....
chit chat with adrian and jeng hong.....
went library.. chit chat...
after recess go hall for sexual education..
after it end pei hao minq go his house to put thinq and change...
den was my turn.. go my house to change afterwards head back to school
for briefinq...
jiu start cca...
end at 6.30..
went home directly afterwards..
black shot for awhile..
owned people...
score quite nice
80/34..
okie now doinq nothinq le...
doinq homework and prepare thinqs for tml basketball traininq..
********************************Extra************************************************
=>> Todae didn't see youu the whole dae...
i still thinkinq that am i really fadinq away ???
seriously... till now i wonderinq how are you?.
did you take care of yourself properly?.
alots of question..
You seems to be happy without the life without me disturbinq youu..
am i really a ass?...
that kept disturbinq youu last time?.
haix..
i need now is answers for my questions...
haix....
I hope one dae you would able to find a guy that really will love youu more den me.
sooo that's it..
Is a goodbye den..
*************************************************************************************


1/07
morninq about 6.15 head to school.
reach school chit chat with friends.
den assembly see ncc dae.
den was mother tougue lesson.feel nort in a mood
to study.Den sleep..
teacher keep call me wake up.
2times.
den 3rd time i dun care i contiune to sleep till about 9.
den copy thinqs den was science at 9.20
new topic learn.
but also still nort in a mood.
soo slept for a while..
at 10 was PE.
i thought that it will be held at the parade square at least see youu
but in the end was at the hall.
before the other classmate came.
i took the skippinq rope and skip...
blah blah blah did nothinq durinq PE.
cause started late.
after pe was recess.
eat abit and walked to the basketball court.
see ppl play match.
chat with jenq honq about the match held on mondae.
after recess was english.
den ebs afterwards was maths.
after school straight home.
on desktop and play black shot..
owned ppl.But this time there's a problem.
last time i would be happy.
but now i dun....
after about 5 head down to the court and play basketball..
Todae i notice that my shootinq suddenly went off.
all the ball i shoot came out or even spin out.
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?.
kept ask my friend to help me out.
my friend told me to relax..
maybe i too stiff cause for wad happen..
did improve abit. but nort alot.
about 8 walk home.
didnt eat dinner...
now currently readinq manga and listeninq to music..
4 more daes to the match.
hope i will do fine.
***********************************Extra*********************************************
=>> Todae durinq the assembly, My friend suddenly ask me nort to see you.
maybe they was tryinq to help me.
but in the end i still can see you.
haix.i saw only one thinq todae.
i saw a smile from youu. but nort to me but to your friends.
is been a while since i saw that smile..
after that.I think i have confirm i am really fadinq away from you and your life
slowly.. bit by bits. the memories slowly dissappearing..
Am i gonna be a memory of yours?.
a lost one?...
To tell the truth in school and in front of my friends i may look happy and
treat that nothinq happen.
But is nort true, the real thinq is i just hidinq it.
I dunno i still can contiune to pretend beinq happy?.
*Someone told me.
Rbm that those memories are real, even she ignore or forget you. The memories will still be there, it will nort be erase so easily. As long as you know its in your heart, it will be fine. Take those sweet memories as a experience. So you would be able to move on , Cause you know that you had already did your best. Just that she cannort accept it. Take those memories and buried deep in your heart, to never forget those sweet memories..*

I Would like to thank my jieh, bernice jieh and my friends.
zhirui, weijie, weijie, sean,zoey lim,binq honq,andy,zhijie,zhiwei,hok seng,junhao
for tryinq to cheer me up and make my dae..
thanks for everythinq.
haix......
Maybe i really need to learn to sae goodbye and let you go freely if i really love you.

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